I have believed in You, and lately question if You are really real. I don't mean any disrespect by this, but its the way that I am feeling. The past few months have been truly difficult. I need to know if You are still there for me? Do You see me? Can you hear my cry? I need to know that everything is going to be alright. Can I get some of this load off my shoulders??? I feel that I am a strong person, but there is only so much one person can carry. I am asking You God, that if You are listening, please hear my prayer.