These past few months have been challenging for me on a personal level. My co-workers are celebrating a myriad of life events -- weddings, births, adoptions -- and I'm jealous and envious. In a very ugly, "I'm-going-to-go-cry-in-the-corner" kind of way. I'm not proud of it. In fact I was pretty shocked by my reaction to some of the announcements. I feel like everyone else's life has forward momentum and I'm watching them leave me behind. Jealousy and envy are not attractive. In fact, I'm quite repulsed by it. You're the first people I've told, so if this gets back to me, I'll know who said something.