I wrote this, submitted it, then was very close to deleting it as i first wrote "jacked. Its too bad I'm female." This is my biggest insecurity. I live a highly athletic lifestyle that calls for highly developed muscles. Specifically, I pole vault which requires super human strength. I love what I do, but boys at school look at me weird sometimes... Nobody likes the girl that can outdo them physically. I wish it didn't look so obvious, and maybe I only notice because I'm hyper sensitive. Still, I don't like the way it looks even if I love the feeling of a workout.