I am a lucky breast cancer survivor, 15 years post-diagnosis. Today at yearly mammogram, they found "something suspicious", and I need to have a biopsy on 3/15. I can't speak this out loud yet. I can't share with my mom, as she would be a basket case, and I can't deal with that right now. Yesterday was my birthday and two of my dearest friends forgot, I'm not feeling surrounded by supportive people right now and need a hug.