We have been in the dark cancer cave for over 3 years, the past two years were the worst. Our focus was finding a way for James to live as long as possible. Illness makes one's world smaller. Pretty soon you are isolated in your home most of the time. I am now venturing back out into the world. A friend invited me to Spain. She is flying there on business so all I would need is a ticket. My instinct was to say, "I can't go anywhere because..." Then I realized, a new life is still ahead of me, pain or not.
picture James on the right. His belly as big as the pumpkin. Always laughing and smiling.