I had so much love and I have so much love to give. I am better having a man in my life. I do not NEED a man, I want a man. I never went to the haystack, the needle, James, rolled right into me. I picked up that glorious needle and ran with it. I am now telling myself that there is more than one needle in the haystack, the haystack is overflowing with good needles and one will work its way toward me in time. I have to believe that to have hope for love and a future.