Because growing old sucks; the responsibility and the cruelty and the unrelenting jaded outlook on life holds no appeal for me, even though I'm already no better than the rest of them. I don't want heartbreak, I don't want bills, I don't want to buy a house or pay rent or do my taxes. I just want to wander cities and run on too much caffeine and too little sleep. I want to find myself while getting lost and dye my hair again and get one or maybe five tattoos and I don't want to decide between practicality or having dreams. Because either way, I'll choose wrong.