Working on finding myself in the stillness of what lies beneath all the being busy. Trying to overcome the need to always be becoming something or be going somewhere and just be what is not something aka nothingness. It occurs to me that we have it all backwards, we are 'building in' time to "be" (still) to relax. rather than being still and relaxed and building in time to do doing 'things.' I want to change my default settings.