The reason why I felt like this is because something between a friend and I happened that I really don't think was suppose to happen. But it did, and now things can be weird between me and her. Even though we both try to keep things the same and be good friends like before. It feel different because its like we feel more for each other then we think. But neither of us say anything. The main reason why I don't say anything is because she has become a big part of my life. I really don't want things to get messed up. So I just keep it as friends and hope that things don't to weird between us. Which has slowly started already. We don't talk as much as we did before. But I guess things just happen for a reason. I not so sure what that reason is. But hope that soon I find out what it is.